it’s been a few days since anyone’s heard from me and i’m kinda getting worried, worried that if someone comes looking for me they won’t find me and if they do i doubt they will only because i am all alone in the middle of nowhere.
it’s like i’m lost waiting to be found.
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just when i thought no one would find me someone did and when they did they picked me up and put me in the back of their vehicle.
they must have known i was cold because they covered me with a white sheet.
i’m not sure who they were or why they picked me up but i began to panic when i heard one of them say where they were going. i’ve never been there before but i knew exactly where it was that they planned on going.
i mean i heard a lot of stories about that place but i wasn’t planning on going there anytime soon especially with all the stories I heard about that place.
i was so nervous when the car came to a stop because I knew that meant we were there.
as soon as we got there, they carried me down to the basement, where it was dark and cold.
not only was it dark and cold but it was scary too.
they carried me to the end of the hallway and stopped at the last door on the right when one of them pulled out his keys to unlocked the door.
once he opened the door, there was a gust of cold air that drifted into the hallway. that must have been why it was so cold down there.
it was true what they said about this place.
i heard there was room full of bodies that were covered with white sheets.
some of those bodies with tags on their toes others with none and some with names some without.
as they carried me into the room I thought, so this is the room everyone always talked about? but i had no idea they planned on leaving me here until they gently laid me on an empty table, covered me with the same white sheet they covered me with in the car and left.
(I thought) WAIT. . . . they can’t just leave me here!!! they don’t even know who i am to just leave me behind but it was too late they were already gone.
It was as if they had it planned all along.
apparently it didn’t matter who i was because they turned off the light, locked the door and left me all alone.
all I kept thinking was – WHO were they to leave me like they did?? and why didn’t they just leave me where I was??
At that point, my biggest fear was who was going to find me down here especially that I was covered with a sheet?
i told myself over and over NO ONE IS GOING TO FIND YOU DOWN HERE!!!! NO ONE!!! and YOU WANT TO KNOW WHY??? because YOU are NOWHERE to be FOUND!!!!
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this one is dedicated to those have went missing just waiting to be found . . . ♡
♡ in loving memory of carlos a.